At times of uncertainty all we can do is hope and pray that if ever I will not like the result of my decisions, I will have enough strength to handle the pain and rise from it with head held up high knowing that everything that I did was for someone I truly cared about, if he cannot reciprocate me with that same amount of affection its not my lost its his.
"In every relationship, eventually love will fade and all that's left are trust and commitment. But what if from the start trust and commitment is not present. So when love fades, what will be left?".
Those were the words that struck me the most. It was then that I realized I am wrong all along. It made me question why am I still stuck in a relationship which is exactly what she was talking about? Maybe I need more than words to get me out of this hole and so I did.
A lot of my friends are happy for me, they are a bit apprehensive though because the guy is quite younger than I am. Well 7 years is something. I will share here soon how it all happened. I hope I won't bore you with my story. I will also include his photo.
But happiness is somewhat different when
someone else does it for us"
.......IT'S SWEETER!
I was so happy that night, happy yet disappointed with myself. I could have handled myself better but yet I allowed my immature self to take over. I really felt I blew my chances with that one person I was really attracted to.
On the same note a guy from San Francisco, California, USA proposed to her running coach/girlfriend during a 26 mile marathon in Chicago. Salvador, 32, fell in love with his running coach Hollis during his training for his first marathon.
The proposal had to be a surprise, and Salvador made sure that nothing and he means nothing can ruin that for him. So he thought of every detail including his outfit as well as the moment he will propose. He bought Nike runner's shorts with an interior pocket flap to hold the ring's box. The pocket was so tiny, Salvador had to find a smaller box. The pocket also didn't have a zipper. Salvador safety pinned it closed.
Since everything is in place all that Salvador has to do now was to wait for the perfect moment to pop up question, a moment he has also planned and staged it well. After three and a half hours when they are nearing the finish line and the ring already in his hands he pretended to trip. Other runners came up to him and tried to help him but he shooed them away leaving his girlfriend behind. But during that time Hollis was really bummed because she wanted to cross the finish line and wants her boyfriend to get up because they are catch their qualifying time. But before she could say anything Salvador held up the box and pop up the question. Leaving Hollis speechless and shocked.
His family and best friend, and her mother and their friends -- who had all flown in from San Francisco, the couple's home -- congratulated them at the finish line.
Finishing at 3:36, Hollis qualified for the Boston Marathon. Salvador did not. But no matter how unlucky he is running, he's very lucky in love.
Why there is emptiness and longing.
How come there is sadness and pain
In my life I have so many regrets
The greatest of which would have to be
That I care for you less.
I never thought it was all because of you.
My heat only knew when I started missing you.
I don't know if I could meet someone
Who would love me like you do
Now I ask myself, Why did I ever let you go?
Why did I ever allowed us to end?
But despite my sorrow my soul rejoices,
Because I know you are happy and blessed.
My only wish now is for you to forgive me
For all the pain I've caused you.
You know I loved you and your family
Hope they know that I love them still
Before I end let me say sorry and "FAREWELL".
This is kinda long so bear with me ok..
chingkay_m5:
Kit-kat: sino ka bha?
Kit-kat: kilala bha kita?
chingkay_m5: yeah GF ni konel
chingkay_m5: jonel *
Kit-kat: AHH..bakit...anong kailangan?
chingkay_m5: ahm ....la lng..
Kit-kat: ahh ok..cge have a nice day
chingkay_m5: nakapag move on knb?
chingkay_m5: napasok ko yung blog mo ...
chingkay_m5: nakita ko don ang love letter ni jonel ....
chingkay_m5: napaisip lng ...na hanggang ngayun mahal mo pa nga sya
chingkay_m5: tma ka nga don ....sau nga yun kaya karapatan mong ilagay sa blog mo
chingkay_m5: naisip ko lng ....di mo pa nga sya nakalimutan
Kit-kat: alam mo nakakatawa ka..
Kit-kat: i don't owe you any explanation and i don't think i have to tell you anything..don't you think its non of your business
chingkay_m5: yeah .... gusto ko lng sabihin sau na stop dreaming my BF ok
chingkay_m5: di moba naisip sya ang nakipag hiwalay sau
Kit-kat: hay naku girl his all yours..if you are confident about where you are in his life then you don't have to worry
chingkay_m5: like nagcomment ka sa blog ni jonel ....
chingkay_m5: di ko alam kong bkt kapa nag papa ramdam a kanya
Kit-kat: yeah like 48 years ago..
chingkay_m5: anu yan ...paawa effect ??
chingkay_m5: hahahaha
Kit-kat: alam mo if you think its funny ..then laugh all you want..
chingkay_m5: isipin mo naman ..may GF sya ok ???
chingkay_m5: bisan pag unsaonn nimog paramdam niya ...ayw na niya sayo ok
Kit-kat: but i know deep down you're not laughing dear..you are picking a fight with the wrong person..kung naiinis ka then post your own letter or make your own blog..
chingkay_m5: hiniwalayan kana niya ...di mo ba naisip yun
Kit-kat: don't you tell me what to do..what to post and what not to post..wala kay karapatan
chingkay_m5: i just feel pity for you .....kc until now ..ur still suffering sa pag iwan ni jonel sayo
Kit-kat: ohh really slamat sa awa dear..i really need that
chingkay_m5: sooooo stop na ang pagparamdam mo sa kanya dahil kahitanong mangyari ......dili na sya mubalik nimo
chingkay_m5: look at you ....hey di kayu bagay dont u thing about it hahahah
Kit-kat: nagparamdam pa bha ako?
chingkay_m5: oppppsss ...sory no ofens ha
Kit-kat: i know oning is not after how a person looks..he's more on the attitude i just hope he doesn't find out about what you're doing now
Kit-kat: alam ko hindi ako maganda miss but when we were together di ako nang away na ibang babae na na associate sa kanya di ako ganun ka insecure girl..
chingkay_m5: yeah aawayin ko lahat ..kaya watch out kayo !
chingkay_m5: lalo na YOU!
chingkay_m5: wag kanang magparamdam sa kanya mag move on kana
chingkay_m5: kung di kana makapag move on i dont care
chingkay_m5: peo wag kng manggulo sa relasyun namin .....
Kit-kat: pano ako nang gulo?
Kit-kat: anong ginawa ko para guluhin kayo?
chingkay_m5: papaawa effect k lng naman ....
chingkay_m5: pinag awayan pa namin yung pag comment mo sa blog niya ...mahiya ka naman ...may gf na sya
Kit-kat: bakit mo inaway?anong kasalanan niya don?anong sinabi ko na dapat pag awayan niyo..
Kit-kat: hindi ako ang problema ikaw at siya
Kit-kat: kaya kung mat problem kayo wag nyo ako idamay
Kit-kat: please lang
chingkay_m5: nagpaparamdam kapa kunyari maawa sya sau
chingkay_m5: come on ...alam kong alam mo ang bigi kong sabihin
Kit-kat: ewan ko sayo..may sira ka ata eh..
chingkay_m5: look ....di ako nakipag away ....nag pm ko to tell you na mag move on kana
chingkay_m5: and stop dreaming my BF
Kit-kat: ok..if you say so..pero if your looking for a war ill give you one..don't ever think aatrasan kita..
chingkay_m5: ur funny di moko kilala gurl
Kit-kat: lalo na ako..
Kit-kat: wanna know me?
chingkay_m5: ic
Kit-kat: wait lang ha..may post lang ako sa blog ko..
Kit-kat: u might wanna read it..
Kit-kat: more love letter and flowers pa..
chingkay_m5: owww...i dont wanna waste my time to read ur blog....
chingkay_m5: nakakawa ka kath ...di mo ba naisip na c jonel nakipaghiwalay sayo
Kit-kat: owww..really..pano mo kaya nabasa yong love letter kung di ka sumisilip don..
chingkay_m5: nakakaawa ka tgla ..mukha ka lng ka2long ni jonel
chingkay_m5: u should know ur level
Kit-kat: i know that..did i say otherwise
Kit-kat: hay naku di na kita papatulan kasi as if naman super gwapa ka
chingkay_m5:
Last message received on 7/24 at 5:25 PM



Having an affair with a married man is foolishness but having with a relationship with a married, irresponsible, childish and selfish man is stupidity. Well they say that when a person falls in love he or she becomes blinded by that love. Maybe what I was trying to do was to provide her with eyeglasses so that she can see clearer. She might not listen to me now, I maybe be the worst sister but still I pray to God that she will open her eyes very soon and realize she deserves someone better.
Been reading Cosmo Magazine and I found this very interesting article about kissing (your guy) and how much you can discover about your partner based on the way he locks his lips with yours.
The eyes – when your date’s eyes are open for the mouth-to-mouth, he’s totally in the moment. Because unlike women – who often prefer to close their eyes and really feel the connection- men are visual creatures when it comes to sex.
His angle – When you’re going in for the kiss, a man who goes for the sideways smooch and really tilts his head (so you don’t have to do all the neck work) is often capable of compromise. Meanwhile, the straight-head kisser – a far more teasing approach – may be spontaneous and more self-centered.
His tongue – If he leads the way with a wide-open-mouth and lots of tongue, he’s passionate. But if he goes too far with the tonsil kicking, he’s probably selfish. And if he avoids all tongue he may be wary of coming on too strong.
His technique – The man who sticks with the same rhythm for the whole kiss and doesn’t adjust to your speed or intensity may lack the skills to attune to your needs. As for the guy who adjusts and adapts he’s most likely a good communicator.
There you go those were only some of the things you should take note of. Go on kiss your guy for assessment. LOL..Happy kissing everyone!!!

But there are things that single women like me hates to hear, comments and suggestions from friends or family. Here are some of those:
1) What's Said: MAYBE YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH.
What's Heard: "This can come off sounding like you're passing judgment on effort," says Anderson. "It's better to encourage a single person to explore new relationships to the extent they are comfortable and to extend themselves in ways that feel natural and not forced."
2) What's Said: WEAR MORE MAKEUP.
What's Heard: More than implying that the search for Mr. Right is as easy as brushing a spot of color onto the cheeks, this comment offends further by actually attacking a person's core identity. "A woman presents herself according to what she defines as meaningful. Whether her style is glamorous belle or au naturelle, every woman should be allowed to be herself. There's a man out there who is going to be attracted to her style, whatever it is. If she's presenting herself as anyone other than who she really is, that's false advertising and that's going to backfire."
3) What's Said: GET BACK OUT THERE!
What's Heard: This can send the signal that the single person is simply not doing enough speed or Internet or blind dating, or worse, that she isn't living a full enough life. "Singles are not by definition hiding out in their closets curled up in the fetal position all day," says Anderson. "Most are likely working, meeting friends out for dinner and events, working out."
4) What's Said: YOU'RE TOO PICKY.
What's Heard: This implies that at some point, a point that the single friend or loved one has reached, she is no longer allowed to be discriminating, says Anderson. "This sends single women the message that their time to be choosy is up, that it's now time to go out and pick up any chump."
5) What's Said: TONE IT DOWN A NOTCH.
What's Heard: You ask too many questions. You're too intimidating. You're overly opinionated. You're too consumed with work. "This is interpreted by single women to mean that they have to dial down their core identity a notch in order to attract potential suitors and make them feel comfortable," says Anderson. "Suggesting that a woman reduce the fullness of who she is to lure a mate will lead to an inauthentic connection, and is a recipe for a disastrous relationship or marriage. Because really, how long can any person fake it and maintain a facade?"

