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Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
I am making my own sweet and sour fish, it is my first time.I am going to make my man try it and he better like it or else. I will make sure that he is never gonna be able to resist it, even if he is on Phentermine 37.5 dosage, no diet pill or appetite suppressant is going to work once he tried my new recipe. Poor guy, I bet he will have to bare what I will serve him, it will only goes to show I am that important to him. Some say the way to man's heart is through his stomach. Well I say the way to a woman's heart is by eating what she cooks for his stomach.
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Oh my God I think I am already too old to feel like this, it seems like I went back to being a teenager. It caught me by surprise. You know how they say that sometimes you get to find love when you least expect it. My best friend calls it being charmed by the pink magic because she said am always blooming and my cheeks are always pinkish.Well I hope this will last, they say you can tell when the person is really in love when he or she is inspired by it, I guess I am that is why I would want to look good everyday. This part of the relationship is still pretty exciting, we are still at the getting to know each other stage and so far I am liking what I am discovering. But I am prepared to get to know the real him, flaws included.
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I want to be a little bit corny today. I miss a lot of people but today I miss someone more than anybody else. It is weird though, because I never thought I would ever long for that person that way I do now. But weird as it may seem, no matter how much I deny feeling the feeling I just do.

It all started yesterday afternoon, I was on my way home, I was walking towards the place where I would wait for my ride. I would usually pass numerous famous food chains as I make my way to the jeepney stop. When I pass the first food chain for some weird reason I decided to stand in front of it, but I was on the other side of the road. I didn't know what has gotten into me but it was then that I realized that there was a person also standing just outside the store and was wearing a familiar shirt. The same exact shirt that the person I am missing owns. I did not mind that, it is not impossible for other poeple to own the same kind of clothing since it was from a well-known brand.

But as I was about to continue walking, facing another food chain I saw another person also wearing the same shirt. It was odd, the same shirt at the same area at the same time. And then I could not help myself but think of that person from that moment until now. It was what lead me to realize how much I miss that person and how I long to see and be with him soon.
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I'm back to where I was almost three years ago, did I drag myself into this position? Not really, but what I can I do I think I am exactly where I don't want myself to be at, ever again. It's frightening, it scares the hell out of me knowing that I might suffer the same way I did before. But I guess this time I will be able to handle the situation better than I did before. Although I know no matter how cautious I will be, still if worst comes to worst I will get my heart broken again. But hey life is a gamble, if we don't take the risk and put ourselves out there we might not live as well.

At times of uncertainty all we can do is hope and pray that if ever I will not like the result of my decisions, I will have enough strength to handle the pain and rise from it with head held up high knowing that everything that I did was for someone I truly cared about, if he cannot reciprocate me with that same amount of affection its not my lost its his.
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I got a very meaningful insight from my older sister, we were able to talk about relationships a couple of weeks ago. While I was crying over the phone she told me this...

"In every relationship, eventually love will fade and all that's left are trust and commitment. But what if from the start trust and commitment is not present. So when love fades, what will be left?".

Those were the words that struck me the most. It was then that I realized I am wrong all along. It made me question why am I still stuck in a relationship which is exactly what she was talking about? Maybe I need more than words to get me out of this hole and so I did.
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I grabbed this nice quote from one of my friend's Facebook account. Just sharin' it.

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I cannot believe that that is what my facebook status actually states right now. It has been "single" since I made that account. Yes. I am in a relationship right now, I know not too many of my readers care (that is if I do have readers..hahaha), I just felt like sharing. The relationship is quite young, it has only been a little more than a month. I am happy although there are some glitches that needs to get fixed but I am hoping that in time everything will be smooth as silk.

A lot of my friends are happy for me, they are a bit apprehensive though because the guy is quite younger than I am. Well 7 years is something. I will share here soon how it all happened. I hope I won't bore you with my story. I will also include his photo.
Tuesday | 4 comments | Labels: ,
"We are all capable of making ourselves happy,
But happiness is somewhat different when
someone else does it for us"



.......IT'S SWEETER!
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Remember Patrick Star? My guitarist crush, I did a post a couple of months back? Well last Thursday night they had a gig at a local restaurant here in Davao. And since their vocalist is my sister's boyfriend I basically know when their schedules are. So we watched them play, Patrick and I have been texting but we have never really been formally introduced. So during their break, after their first set the moment I have been waiting finally happened. He even sat beside me had a photo of us taken.


But the whole time he was sitting beside me I turned my back from him. I acted like a little child and did not know what to do exactly. I think he felt bad, the whole time he sat there he chatted with people from the table beside us, because I was not talking to him. When we left he just said thank you and that he was glad we came. I texted him and I apologized for being so childish making him feel out of place. He did not text back but I was so persistent and thank God we are okay now and are communicating again.

I was so happy that night, happy yet disappointed with myself. I could have handled myself better but yet I allowed my immature self to take over. I really felt I blew my chances with that one person I was really attracted to.

Saturday | 11 comments | Labels: , ,
During my short stay in Manila I was able to visit Mall of Asia. It was there that I first witnessed a public wedding proposal. Most proposals I see are only on television. And the hopeless romantic that I am, I felt so happy for the couple. The groom to be got some help from the live band that was playing that night. And was a sweet and simple plan that actually made his girlfriend cry, tears of joy of course.

On the same note a guy from San Francisco, California, USA proposed to her running coach/girlfriend during a 26 mile marathon in Chicago. Salvador, 32, fell in love with his running coach Hollis during his training for his first marathon.

The proposal had to be a surprise, and Salvador made sure that nothing and he means nothing can ruin that for him. So he thought of every detail including his outfit as well as the moment he will propose. He bought Nike runner's shorts with an interior pocket flap to hold the ring's box. The pocket was so tiny, Salvador had to find a smaller box. The pocket also didn't have a zipper. Salvador safety pinned it closed.

The engagement right

Since everything is in place all that Salvador has to do now was to wait for the perfect moment to pop up question, a moment he has also planned and staged it well. After three and a half hours when they are nearing the finish line and the ring already in his hands he pretended to trip. Other runners came up to him and tried to help him but he shooed them away leaving his girlfriend behind. But during that time Hollis was really bummed because she wanted to cross the finish line and wants her boyfriend to get up because they are catch their qualifying time. But before she could say anything Salvador held up the box and pop up the question. Leaving Hollis speechless and shocked.

His family and best friend, and her mother and their friends -- who had all flown in from San Francisco, the couple's home -- congratulated them at the finish line.

Finishing at 3:36, Hollis qualified for the Boston Marathon. Salvador did not. But no matter how unlucky he is running, he's very lucky in love.

Wednesday | 2 comments | Labels: , , ,
I have heard this song before but I didn't like it that much, not until last night. This was sang by someone and until now I can't get that someone off my mind. Waaahhh..Really he's got a very nice voice which goes well with his handsome face..

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To the man I love and lost.
Every night I would wonder,
Why there is emptiness and longing.
How come there is sadness and pain
In my life I have so many regrets
The greatest of which would have to be
That I care for you less.

I never thought it was all because of you.
My heat only knew when I started missing you.
I don't know if I could meet someone
Who would love me like you do
Now I ask myself, Why did I ever let you go?
Why did I ever allowed us to end?

But despite my sorrow my soul rejoices,
Because I know you are happy and blessed.
My only wish now is for you to forgive me
For all the pain I've caused you.
You know I loved you and your family
Hope they know that I love them still
Before I end let me say sorry and "FAREWELL".







*I am not really good at words. this is the first and probably the last poem I'll ever write.



Friday | 14 comments | Labels: ,
Had an unpleasant chat with someone I barely know today. She is somewhat infuriated with the post I did about the love letter. At first I was okay with the conversation but then she went way out of line. So I decided not as payback but as a warning to share what we talked about.
This is kinda long so bear with me ok..

chingkay_m5:
Kit-kat: sino ka bha?
Kit-kat: kilala bha kita?
chingkay_m5: yeah GF ni konel
chingkay_m5: jonel *
Kit-kat: AHH..bakit...anong kailangan?
chingkay_m5: ahm ....la lng..
Kit-kat: ahh ok..cge have a nice day
chingkay_m5: nakapag move on knb?
chingkay_m5: napasok ko yung blog mo ...
chingkay_m5: nakita ko don ang love letter ni jonel ....
chingkay_m5: napaisip lng ...na hanggang ngayun mahal mo pa nga sya
chingkay_m5: tma ka nga don ....sau nga yun kaya karapatan mong ilagay sa blog mo
chingkay_m5: naisip ko lng ....di mo pa nga sya nakalimutan
Kit-kat: alam mo nakakatawa ka..
Kit-kat: i don't owe you any explanation and i don't think i have to tell you anything..don't you think its non of your business
chingkay_m5: yeah .... gusto ko lng sabihin sau na stop dreaming my BF ok
chingkay_m5: di moba naisip sya ang nakipag hiwalay sau
Kit-kat: hay naku girl his all yours..if you are confident about where you are in his life then you don't have to worry
chingkay_m5: like nagcomment ka sa blog ni jonel ....
chingkay_m5: di ko alam kong bkt kapa nag papa ramdam a kanya
Kit-kat: yeah like 48 years ago..
chingkay_m5: anu yan ...paawa effect ??
chingkay_m5: hahahaha
Kit-kat: alam mo if you think its funny ..then laugh all you want..
chingkay_m5: isipin mo naman ..may GF sya ok ???
chingkay_m5: bisan pag unsaonn nimog paramdam niya ...ayw na niya sayo ok
Kit-kat: but i know deep down you're not laughing dear..you are picking a fight with the wrong person..kung naiinis ka then post your own letter or make your own blog..
chingkay_m5: hiniwalayan kana niya ...di mo ba naisip yun
Kit-kat: don't you tell me what to do..what to post and what not to post..wala kay karapatan
chingkay_m5: i just feel pity for you .....kc until now ..ur still suffering sa pag iwan ni jonel sayo
Kit-kat: ohh really slamat sa awa dear..i really need that
chingkay_m5: sooooo stop na ang pagparamdam mo sa kanya dahil kahitanong mangyari ......dili na sya mubalik nimo
chingkay_m5: look at you ....hey di kayu bagay dont u thing about it hahahah
Kit-kat: nagparamdam pa bha ako?
chingkay_m5: oppppsss ...sory no ofens ha
Kit-kat: i know oning is not after how a person looks..he's more on the attitude i just hope he doesn't find out about what you're doing now
Kit-kat: alam ko hindi ako maganda miss but when we were together di ako nang away na ibang babae na na associate sa kanya di ako ganun ka insecure girl..
chingkay_m5: yeah aawayin ko lahat ..kaya watch out kayo !
chingkay_m5: lalo na YOU!
chingkay_m5: wag kanang magparamdam sa kanya mag move on kana
chingkay_m5: kung di kana makapag move on i dont care
chingkay_m5: peo wag kng manggulo sa relasyun namin .....
Kit-kat: pano ako nang gulo?
Kit-kat: anong ginawa ko para guluhin kayo?
chingkay_m5: papaawa effect k lng naman ....
chingkay_m5: pinag awayan pa namin yung pag comment mo sa blog niya ...mahiya ka naman ...may gf na sya
Kit-kat: bakit mo inaway?anong kasalanan niya don?anong sinabi ko na dapat pag awayan niyo..
Kit-kat: hindi ako ang problema ikaw at siya
Kit-kat: kaya kung mat problem kayo wag nyo ako idamay
Kit-kat: please lang
chingkay_m5: nagpaparamdam kapa kunyari maawa sya sau
chingkay_m5: come on ...alam kong alam mo ang bigi kong sabihin
Kit-kat: ewan ko sayo..may sira ka ata eh..
chingkay_m5: look ....di ako nakipag away ....nag pm ko to tell you na mag move on kana
chingkay_m5: and stop dreaming my BF
Kit-kat: ok..if you say so..pero if your looking for a war ill give you one..don't ever think aatrasan kita..
chingkay_m5: ur funny di moko kilala gurl
Kit-kat: lalo na ako..
Kit-kat: wanna know me?
chingkay_m5: ic
Kit-kat: wait lang ha..may post lang ako sa blog ko..
Kit-kat: u might wanna read it..
Kit-kat: more love letter and flowers pa..
chingkay_m5: owww...i dont wanna waste my time to read ur blog....
chingkay_m5: nakakawa ka kath ...di mo ba naisip na c jonel nakipaghiwalay sayo
Kit-kat: owww..really..pano mo kaya nabasa yong love letter kung di ka sumisilip don..
chingkay_m5: nakakaawa ka tgla ..mukha ka lng ka2long ni jonel
chingkay_m5: u should know ur level
Kit-kat: i know that..did i say otherwise
Kit-kat: hay naku di na kita papatulan kasi as if naman super gwapa ka
chingkay_m5:
Last message received on 7/24 at 5:25 PM

When I made that post the last thing on my mind was to cause any trouble in other people's relationship. I did not expect this kind of reaction from her. Now I know that she visits my blog and check my posts. But the big question is why? If I am not a threat to her or if she is so sure about herself then she shouldn't react the way she reacted. Feel sad for her. And I am sorry if I caused them trouble. Did not mean to.
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Oh my I can't believe I am doing this..But heck I am..LOL..

Last night I was going through my stuffs because I was trying to retrieve some documents I needed for my application to work abroad. Going through all the folders and drawers I stumbled into my old love letters and cards. This is one of the letters/cards that I read. Wonder I chose to share this?Hmmm..no idea really..LOL..Maybe because the guy who gave me this hurt me the most..Oh my I am getting corny..




Did not include the part where he signs his name for his privacy sake..Don't think he'll ever know I'd post this here..And hey he gave me this so it means this is already my property and I can do whatever I want with it, right?


Wednesday | 17 comments | Labels: , , ,
When someone you love is living a deceitful life, is in relationship with the wrong person is it wrong to remind them and somehow let them know that you care? That even though for a while you did not say anything about it doesn't mean you approve of it. I am currently in a cold war with a person very close to me because of the reasons mentioned above. I know for now she will consider me an enemy, the antagonist, the evil person trying to separate her from her one and only love. But I hope someday she will realize otherwise.

Having an affair with a married man is foolishness but having with a relationship with a married, irresponsible, childish and selfish man is stupidity. Well they say that when a person falls in love he or she becomes blinded by that love. Maybe what I was trying to do was to provide her with eyeglasses so that she can see clearer. She might not listen to me now, I maybe be the worst sister but still I pray to God that she will open her eyes very soon and realize she deserves someone better.
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Sharing with you my new cellphone theme..Love the MESSAGE. DON'T YOU!!
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Been reading Cosmo Magazine and I found this very interesting article about kissing (your guy) and how much you can discover about your partner based on the way he locks his lips with yours.

The eyes – when your date’s eyes are open for the mouth-to-mouth, he’s totally in the moment. Because unlike women – who often prefer to close their eyes and really feel the connection- men are visual creatures when it comes to sex.

His angle – When you’re going in for the kiss, a man who goes for the sideways smooch and really tilts his head (so you don’t have to do all the neck work) is often capable of compromise. Meanwhile, the straight-head kisser – a far more teasing approach – may be spontaneous and more self-centered.

His tongue – If he leads the way with a wide-open-mouth and lots of tongue, he’s passionate. But if he goes too far with the tonsil kicking, he’s probably selfish. And if he avoids all tongue he may be wary of coming on too strong.

His technique – The man who sticks with the same rhythm for the whole kiss and doesn’t adjust to your speed or intensity may lack the skills to attune to your needs. As for the guy who adjusts and adapts he’s most likely a good communicator.

There you go those were only some of the things you should take note of. Go on kiss your guy for assessment. LOL..Happy kissing everyone!!!

Wednesday | 7 comments | Labels: , , ,
I seldom find myself saying these words. It is not that I am an ungrateful person but maybe because I would rather show you how grateful I am instead of blurting it out. Doing this post is one of my ways to demonstrate how appreciative I am. I may not be able to name all of the people that I am indebted to but it doesn't mean I don't recognize your efforts.
There is one person though that I may have taken for granted, after all that he has done for me I have not said "Thank you" to him. Or maybe I have said it but I think he doesn't know that everything he has done meant a lot to me.
There are instances that he would come to my rescue even if he doesn't have to. Like when I had problem with my computer printer at home. I have no idea how to fix it and since he is an expert when it comes to computers he quickly went to our house and fix the problem. He even replaced my cheap printer cartridges . Besides that he lives about 15-20 kilometers from my home and it was already very late but still he went.
He has done so many similar things and they are too many to mention. But sad to say he no longer do that, he just made a surprise visit a couple of days ago with coffee (he knows I love coffee). But thats it, things were not like before. I guess its too late already. Hope he will be able to read this.
Tuesday | 2 comments | Labels: , , ,

I am single lady, if you've been following my blog I am pretty sure you know. But I love being single but of course I would be a hypocrite if I'd say I don't want to be in a relationship. But I am not in a rush.

But there are things that single women like me hates to hear, comments and suggestions from friends or family. Here are some of those:

1) What's Said: MAYBE YOU'RE NOT TRYING HARD ENOUGH.

What's Heard: "This can come off sounding like you're passing judgment on effort," says Anderson. "It's better to encourage a single person to explore new relationships to the extent they are comfortable and to extend themselves in ways that feel natural and not forced."

2) What's Said: WEAR MORE MAKEUP.

What's Heard: More than implying that the search for Mr. Right is as easy as brushing a spot of color onto the cheeks, this comment offends further by actually attacking a person's core identity. "A woman presents herself according to what she defines as meaningful. Whether her style is glamorous belle or au naturelle, every woman should be allowed to be herself. There's a man out there who is going to be attracted to her style, whatever it is. If she's presenting herself as anyone other than who she really is, that's false advertising and that's going to backfire."

3) What's Said: GET BACK OUT THERE!

What's Heard: This can send the signal that the single person is simply not doing enough speed or Internet or blind dating, or worse, that she isn't living a full enough life. "Singles are not by definition hiding out in their closets curled up in the fetal position all day," says Anderson. "Most are likely working, meeting friends out for dinner and events, working out."

4) What's Said: YOU'RE TOO PICKY.

What's Heard: This implies that at some point, a point that the single friend or loved one has reached, she is no longer allowed to be discriminating, says Anderson. "This sends single women the message that their time to be choosy is up, that it's now time to go out and pick up any chump."

5) What's Said: TONE IT DOWN A NOTCH.

What's Heard: You ask too many questions. You're too intimidating. You're overly opinionated. You're too consumed with work. "This is interpreted by single women to mean that they have to dial down their core identity a notch in order to attract potential suitors and make them feel comfortable," says Anderson. "Suggesting that a woman reduce the fullness of who she is to lure a mate will lead to an inauthentic connection, and is a recipe for a disastrous relationship or marriage. Because really, how long can any person fake it and maintain a facade?"

Monday | 7 comments | Labels: , , ,
This is my crush' favorite cartoon character.

I really don't know why I am attracted to him in the first place. Although I don't look for specific traits in a guy for me to like them but base on my history I have not been attracted to "Chinese" looking men before. Although I dated a mestizo Chinese guy back in college but we went out only twice. I am simply not attracted to them. Most of my crushes are more on the Moreno, Filipino-looking guys. What's even more weird is that I have not even seen him clearly. We don't have that concrete interaction so I am having a hard time explaining the sudden attraction.

Well maybe because he is into music. I have mentioned so many times how I love music. He plays the guitar and is in a band. He is very stingy they say but I don't see anything wrong with being one. By the way he might kill me if he sees this. He doesn't know I am posting his photos here. Just cross my fingers he doesn't visit my blog.
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