Remember Patrick Star? My guitarist crush, I did a post a couple of months back? Well last Thursday night they had a gig at a local restaurant here in Davao. And since their vocalist is my sister's boyfriend I basically know when their schedules are. So we watched them play, Patrick and I have been texting but we have never really been formally introduced. So during their break, after their first set the moment I have been waiting finally happened. He even sat beside me had a photo of us taken.
But the whole time he was sitting beside me I turned my back from him. I acted like a little child and did not know what to do exactly. I think he felt bad, the whole time he sat there he chatted with people from the table beside us, because I was not talking to him. When we left he just said thank you and that he was glad we came. I texted him and I apologized for being so childish making him feel out of place. He did not text back but I was so persistent and thank God we are okay now and are communicating again.
I was so happy that night, happy yet disappointed with myself. I could have handled myself better but yet I allowed my immature self to take over. I really felt I blew my chances with that one person I was really attracted to.
