Amazingly Me

Woke up Saturday 4 in the morning crying and sobbing, it went on for almost half an hour before I was able to bring myself back to sleep. I had the worst dream ever since I got pregnant, much worse than the ones when I dreamt about a demon of some sort. Although when I woke up after having that dream I had to knock on my sister's room and slept beside her for the rest of the night. Last night's dream was different though. It was the kind which left a very painful feeling even after I woke up that I can't stop crying and sobbing.   

They say your dreams are often a manifestation of your subconscious, all this time I did not know I had that fear or that I was that hurt. Or maybe I just refuse to recognize that its there. Before going to bed Friday night I had a conversation with my sister and a friend talking about a certain issue concerning my situation and they are egging to do something about someone and I told them I did not want to. I have a feeling that it was that conversation that triggered the dream, it was that same fear and pain I was harboring inside, there was now way anymore to hid it and keep it inside.