Missing someone so much. The hard part is that I can't even tell that person how I feel. I chose to keep it to myself and just hope that it will just go away by itself. It is better this way, given my current situation I cannot allow negative emotions to rule over me. Sometimes its just hard to put up a brave front. I try to show people that I am strong, happy and contented. But at the end of the day, when I am alone I can't help but cry and feel bad for myself. But afterwards I would feel lighter, most especially when I think about my baby, my friends and my family who loves me and who are taking care of me. I would tell myself that I should not be too greedy. I have prayed for a baby for a long time now that God heeded my prayers wanting more would be a little too much. I should learn to be contented and be gracious with what God has given me and if there is more I can only consider that as bonus to what I already have.
I always keep in mind that God will not give us anything that we cannot handle. He knows our capabilities and our limits so whatever trial that may come our way He is pretty confident that we cal overcome it. So head help up high and with a smile on face I can say "I'll be okay".
0 comments:
Post a Comment