Amazingly Me

Everything is fine now, I hope. After a big storm things have finally settled and everyone's involve is already at peace or at the process of finding peace. Like me, I cannot totally say that I am one hundred percent okay but at least now I can sleep sound at night, no worries, no guilt feelings, no more heartaches. I have finally come to terms with people I've hurt, and most importantly I have learned to forgive the person who hurt me. It took a lot of courage for me to admit that I was wrong at the same time I also had to find the inner strength to accept that I was also wronged. Sad though that the person who wronged me was the same person who I thought loves me. After I discovered so many things about him I realized he was not worth the feeling. He was not worth the tears even despite my situation. I am just glad that it did not last that long, that I was able to get out as early as I could. Even though I admit it was very hard, but I realized that If I don't get myself out of that situation right then and there I might not be myself anymore if I allow it to continue.

I am confusing you I know. But soon I think I will have the guts to tell the whole story. By then I may just laugh about that unfortunate experience. But one thing's for sure I surely learned a lot from it. Hopefully I will be able to use all those learning and not allow myself to be drag into the same situation ever again.