Amazingly Me

I feel very down, very sad and alone today. I do not normally feel this way that is I wondered why? Then I realized its been a while since I said "I love you" to someone. Well of course I say I love you to my mom almost everyday, but the I love you that I mean is in a different sense. I have not had a special person in my life for almost two years now. I have moved on, definitely from the last relationship I had, so I cannot say that it is the reason why I am still single. There are other factors to consider I think. There were a few people whom I thought had the potential, to whom I could have said "I Love you" to but it just doesn't seem to work out.

I never thought it could make someone feel this empty. But still I pray and I know that God has someone for me, all I have to do is be patient about it and wait. It seems like God does really know me, how dare me to question Him. He knows how much impatient of a person I am, He is teaching me how to be one.

Well I have to perk myself up. Tomorrow I am leaving, the following day I will be spending quality and fun time with friends. I do not want to drag them with me and infect them with this virus that I have. But I am sure things will be different by that time.