Amazingly Me

I woke up this morning with tears in my eyes, I was dreaming and in my dreams I was crying so hard. It's weird but it felt so real. The scene was in an airport with me, my brother, sister and mom. I was sending them away and I was the only one left behind. It was not the first time I dreamt like that, I've wept in my dreams before.

The idea of my siblings leaving me was too hard for me to handle I guess. We have not been separated from each other for a very long time since we were kids and we are used to the idea that we always have each other. Though we know that someday we will eventually be living away from each other and that someday might be very soon.

My brother's petition is already in the process, my sister is finishing her nursing school while me I'm stuck here by choice. Never wanted to leave, I love life here and not willing to exchange it for more green. Was suppose to study nursing with my sister but I opted not to because I know its not what I wanted. Now I guess I just have to face the reality and the consequences of my choices.