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Is It Just Me?

Last night at exactly 3:48 am I received an SMS, which I have been waiting for almost 10-12 hours. The text only answered the question I asked in the last SMS I sent him. And it totally pissed me off, I sent a sarcastic reply, a reply he was not even expecting. He thought I was already asleep and he wondered why I was still up. Maybe he was thinking I was out somewhere, that’s when he called to know exactly where I was. And I wanted him to think that I was out so I rejected his call which pissed him off too. Somehow I liked the way he reacted, knowing that he is in a way affected makes me smile.

Woke up at around 10 am, still no text or call from him I know he is mad so I decided to drop him a line. He sounded mad indeed but I managed to explain myself and told him why I did what I did. I thought we were okay and that everything is fine but its 11 pm and I haven’t heard from him. I messed up big time, usually I wouldn’t worry and wouldn’t care but now I do. This is a bad thing I have to get out of this soon or I’ll end up in the huhuhuhu room again.

FYI the person I am talking about is not my boyfriend; he is just a friend, who by the way has girlfriend of five years. I have been battling with my feeling for months and I keep telling myself that I shouldn’t but the more I see him, the more I spend time with him the more I am falling for him. I have tried so many times to avoid him but I just can’t seem to shove him off.

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7 comments:

  1. niko
    December 16, 2008 at 12:19 PM

    wohohohoh i can sense you are in love dear kitty!!

    my question, why would he be mad when ur out all night?? something fishy uhmm hehehe

  1. Umma
    December 16, 2008 at 2:48 PM

    ok ok.. I didnt know whats going on with you guys.. Hmmm? You were both acting as if both are bf/gf.. waaaahh.. I could smell the love is in the air.

    Ohoh.. need to send me email my dear ok?
    mwah mwah

  1. Sam
    December 16, 2008 at 9:58 PM

    Hi Sis,

    Its sounds delicate specially he has a gf. I hope you'll manage this situation.

    One thing I can say; there are many fishes in the sea that is not attached to anybody.

    Have a lovely day...

  1. Chubskulit Rose
    December 16, 2008 at 10:59 PM

    oh no, complicated situations....

    Hope you could clear things out kitty... anyhow, i have an award for ya!

  1. Anonymous
    December 16, 2008 at 11:00 PM

    that was happened to me before. he ended up breaking up with his gf and fell for me wahahaha... di nga rin lang kami meant for each other...

  1. Anonymous
    December 18, 2008 at 1:10 AM

    hayyy sis, hirap naman situation mo :( Falling for a friend who belongs to someone else...I just hope nobody gets hurt in the end...basta goodluck and keep us posted ha!

  1. Unknown
    December 19, 2008 at 5:03 AM

    Hmmm...Mahirap nga yan. And if he is reacting that way, most likely eh he got special feelings for you too. :)

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